Quote
nicely done zero!
you said you’re stoked to hit 300, but looks like you’re a pretty big boy. have you found anything in particular in the past that you’ve felt has held you back?
I just didn’t think i could do it.
I’ve always been kind of a big dude. Working i kitchens kinda makes you graze all day. So it leads to a bad body shape, to say the least. So it didn’t really give me much confidence in my abilities when it comes to working out. Plus, I never really had anyone to push me. I would work out by myself and quit when it got uncomfortable. Now I have a trainer that busts my balls when I need it, and just having someone else THERE makes me want to push harder, and dig for it.
I’m finally coming to grips with my abilities. I’m finding out where I excell and where I am lacking, by just pushing through what is uncomfortable and seeing what I can actually do. I did squats last week, and got used to the feel, and worked on my form. Yesterday I just went for it. I did a set, and felt good about it, so I piled on more and more.
I’m feeling good about how I am progressing. I decided to start losing weight about a year ago, when i realized i weighed 345 pounds. With muscle gained, I’m down to 270 and feeling good about it. So with that progress is more confidence. I won’t be happy until I am down to about 16% body fat, so I can enlist.